new year new start 2012.

Happy new year everyone !!! ..

although i came to greet abit too late, but it's the inside that counts, right?

how have you all celebrated your new year countdown?

well, for me, i celebrated my countdown at sentosa beach party.

it was really fun and awesome as everyone countdown and dance to the music at the party.

1 word, Shiok ! .

Anyway in my previous post, i said i gotten post about my trip to kukup, and yes! this post will be the mix of how i feel, during travel and life at kukup.

It was 2011 still, when we plan to travel out of singapore for holiday and indeed it was plan and go on 2011 christmas day.

did i even tell you that i love to sit in the bus listen to sentimental music and watch the environment passes by outside the bus? i really love to do that, and during the trip, i sat in the bus looking at the mountains and some plantations growing in the big open field out of nowhere and several small house were build beside the plantation and without much of what you and me have now, like computers and whatever high-tech equipment, let's not talk about iphone or smartphone. infrastructure is horrible, traveling is a pain in the ass, and how about water?

Some of the people out there live in the plain house by the road side out of nowhere near any town, and for them to travel to town or any market (which i don't think they need since they grow cash crops or vegetables/fruits), it takes them about about 30mins to 1 hours by car, while over here, convenient store is like 5mins to 15mins walking distance in a normal HDB settlement. Wondering what are their parent or those adult working as? how much they pay for their expense and the land they stay in per month, really had me wonder. During the travel to kukup, just by looking out of the window, you really can see 'life', how much stuff we have taken advantage of yet we are still asking for more, the mix feeling i have during the travel can't be written in words.

Which after, we reached kukup, it was flooded, due to the high tide from the sea actually.

kukup is a village by the sea, feel relaxing and definitely a good getaway from urban city at a low budget. Went to fish farm in the middle of the sea and with KTV and mahjong in "chalet", 2 zi char for lunch. and 1 BBQ dinner included.

it is definitely worth it. and also during night, we bought fireworks to play and also to celebrate christmas and new year. 2 days 1 night, it was all we had, and awesome enough for the time over there.

peace yo.

it's all coming to an end , and comes a new beginning.

It's like a blink of eye and is already the time of the year again,

The countdown to a brand new year, and ending of an awesome one.

definitely year 2011 was a rough ride with ups and down for everyone,

but i believe everyone have their fun and awesome days right ?

let's see, for the first quarter of 2011 was really awesome,

i got my driving license just right after my birthday, and straight after that,

my ORD !!. and talking about ORD, i kinda miss my army life, like waking up early for run, have balance diet and healthy routine, and i had met alot of awesome friends inside, and also my platoon mate where we all go through thick and thin.

During the mid of 2011, Working for samsung in MBS supporting m1,

during my working days, i have learn alot about public relation and customer service,

working with people at M1 mbs was awesome, everyone fighting for target and achievement.

contracts end late 2011, and decided to have a break ...

alright, cut the crap. what's interesting about work, right? the grass is always greener on the other side.

hmm, so what is my new year resolution ?

Improve my personalty, Get a good job that hopefully, able to fund my study which i planning for.

either way, good job, good course, and the one i waiting for ?

Well anyway, i have a awesome days over 2011, and i pretty much enjoy and appreciate the learning experience i have in 2011. if u didnt notice, i did mention alot of awesome in this post because 2011 is just awesome.

Today is last day of 2011, and how are you all going to countdown for 2012 ? ;]

hopefully you all will have a fun night and an awesome one.

Peace Yo !

life is like a boat.

it's been some time since i last blogged, ever since facebook and twitter become one of my place to post or twit about stuff that bothers me. o well, after facebook and twitter is well established, blogging is not so "in" thing anymore, however i still think blogging is still all good for keeping memories and also type out how you feel about stuff and whats going on.

Past few months, is a breezes and also some thunderstorm with me, life isn't all smooth sailing and it's been tough at this point of stage where not much people have gone through. After i end my contract 3 months back, untill now, i am jobless. but i am fine with it since i got some saving and all. but it's been some time and it's time to settle down. and well, i've been saying "it's time to settle down" for quite some time already but i keep taking time for granted, keep procrastinating and living in denial.

"Money is the root to all problems", i can totally relate to that, laterally. money is one thing i lack of now, not that i am poor, but i just couldn't effort to go to the university. few methods that can be done will be, loan from bank, or work a full time job with my Diploma, which i kind of forget most of my knowledge during national service. However, with loan come interests and with interests, you will forever tied down to money. Working earn income instead of paying out to study for degree, which is a current asset rather then debt from bank. however, nowadays in singapore, You have to have a degree to move on higher, which you can find most of the people on the street with degree certificate. Diploma doesn't help much when looking for a job,and also moving to higher position, unless you have strong resume to help you out.

looks like things aren't so smooth at this point of life, while i still hang on to the corner of the cliff hoping for some help. actually things can be better if i keep climbing looking for solution but i have been stuck for very long time. sometime i think of all this problem, i will tear out even during train ride home when listening to songs on my phone however i will be strong and find solution step by step. and hopefully i can climb up the cliff and shout " i did it".

Pictures life.

i know its been sometime my blog is been updated,

well, all my time is use on my work, and is very tiring after i've reach home.

been working in MBS M1 under Samsung Mobile promoting samsung.

been working there for the past 6 months, and usually i use twitter to voice out my unhappiness and any problem.

Anyway, my contract is about to end, and sadly, i wont be recontracting with samsung.

take it as taking a break from all the urban life which is moving so fast.

but well , got to step back again and hopefully find the path i will wish for.

life is tough, but it take determination to pull yourself up, and keep walking...

Picture for you all and i am thinking to put my blog as a picture blog and abit of ranting.

peace ^.^v

Peace.want.love

Awesome Week

Haha ... must ...keep ...habit ...of ...blogging ....

=D

Last week was damn awesome week as i spent all my time enjoying and entertaining as i going to start work this week.

Monday, was kind of emo ...

well slackerz frenz ask me to go titanium with him ..

which i did went, and it was all fun only until my frenz got drunk and knock out ..

senting him home was a pain in the ass and lucky i was able to ask a buddy to come down to bring him home together if not he will be lying under his block due morning ...

gosh ... he is super heavy ...

Tuesday,went for Product training and after that , went out to meet Pri sch frenz

to have a damn delicious japanese food at orchard ...and after that

we went to cyberdome and play L4D2 !!! ...which it seem like years since i last touch it ..

and i didnt lose my touch .. woooo ..

Wednesday, was super duper awesome malaysia trip ...

went JB with 2 of my Euroclub buddy, we drove in and i went

to have a full body massage which is so cheap !!

and after that we went down to seaside to eat tze char ...

damn nice la ...

opposite the sea is singapore which i was told by my frenz is NSC .

sembawang area .

Thurs, was chilling at home and after that,

went to play Tennis with the usual Tennis clique.

although i lose touch in tennis after so long i didnt get to play ,

but it was damn fun ...

Friday i went to meet Xh sister for the Insurance thingy,

and i bought the insurance from her ...

at nite , the usual slack with my slackerz ...

Saturday, went out with Pri sch frenz to food fair at suntec ...

Was super full la after that ...but the food was awesome ..

After food fair , as according to plan...

L4D2 !!! ... damn funny and fun as well ... awesome game untill now ..

i feel play with frenz is the most fun and also funny as helll ...

was literately ROFL , LOL through out the game ...

hahaha .. LOVE L4D2 as usual ..

Sunday, Went down to MBS to check the store i going to work in ...

and also ask for some information..

after that ..went back and meet Ben, AL and slackerz..sadly jeff is bookin i think...

roti prata for supper and the usual slack ! tok cock and HTHT ...

HTHT with them really tok alot about life and general job nowadays..

knowledge is power ... our htht is quite fruitful ..

O o... i drove ben car as well .. went the wrong way, do a 3 point turn, and i park under my block as well ... by my own .. AWESOME ... carlos u suck .. =X

went up my house play poker!! .. and won !!

anyway, i am now working for Samsung Mobile at Marina Bay Sand M1 store .

feel free to come down and find me.... =)

hope this job is ok ...even though is not i really wan to do ...

but for my stomach... yes i need ...

Take care ...=P

Happy always ... =)

Nostalgic

Project work

Today i went to meet Shurn and his working partner in the afternoon,

Its sometime since i last saw him, wow ..times fly man ..

still remember last time while i was starting out with my freelance Graphic designing.

and he is the one who taught me alot of stuff, help me earn some allowance.

Anyway ...

his colleague drove over, and pick me up .. and we went to Mount Faber SAFRA.

it was a nice place, and we decided to settle our conversation at some cafe beside the pool.

so basically, his partner start to talk about his business marketing and idea about the project.

is not MLM by the way .

so we have a short business talk, and he say he wan me to help with the company,

he say shurn advertise me to him .. and he wan me to join the team .

basically, he want to me to do graphic design, theme and template work for the website and shurn will be handling the Website programming, and if this website success.

it will draw quite a profit and also more then 5 digit users.

i was totally stun, and they wan me to do the job..

i dunno whether i am the right man for this job.

i told them, i will do wat i can do.

This project, really blown my mind...

its like 2 years since i last touch programming, project, and graphic design for companys.

i am so happy that they want me for the job.

but i am also screwed been lost touch with all this IT programming.

i decided to push myself further,increase my knowledge to the edge and also

expend my resume experience...

hopefully, this can help me learn some experience and earn big bucks if possible.

dunno whether i can handle this project, but i will put in my best.

Pasir Ris Interchange

After the meeting, i went to meet up with jack and Anthony, go together to Rendy birthday,

i was kind of early , so i walk around , and i notice all the recruit roaming around the White Sand Shopping centre, and roaming around the interchange waiting to booking.

i was there around 1830, so i walk towards the interchange...

seeing all the recruit fall in, prepare to load up the bus out for training ....

it really really feel very nostalgic having to walk around the interchange..

like them, i remember the Mac Donald we usually hangout before bookin and after bookout.

wearing the uniform, with jocket cap and carrying that big bag walking around white sand, then slowly walk to interchange passing by 7eleven and the bubbletea shop.

i remember the army shophouse at the interchange i will go to buy some stuff i need before bookin.

was really happy having so much fun together with platoon mate and also emoing when going to bookin ......

While i walk toward the interchange today, so much emotion has fill me and now i ORD ...

looking at the recruits eyes , i can feel how they feel...

when they meet each other and smile...

i can see how much they suffer together inside...

Looking at them walking with the love one to the interchange,

their Girlfriend, parent or Good frenz ... the smile on their face is priceless ..

i cant tell you how much it feeling i have ...

and i already spent my 2 years in NS, it feels like it was yesterday.....

Pasir ris interchange and White sands...

really fill me with priceless memories ....

feel so nostalgic now .....

i have ORD .. its easy to say...

but now life is within your own control ...

my career, my education and my future.

no one is there to plan for you....

ORD is jus a beginning ...

Lost

Today was quite tiring for me...

not physically, but mentally ...

Let's start with the first thing of the day,

i went down to my frenz Willy office for Interview

for my upcoming job.

if interview is a success, i will be working as a Sale Executive,

selling Samsung mobile phones.

Pay around 1100 - 1400 depends on experience and also cert.

+ commission + incentive = Total Pay.

6 days work.

6 mths contract.

Interview went rather smoothly as the boss wasnt around , so my frenz was interview us.

There will be Final interview tomorrow @ Samsung HQ.

Of cos hope my interview goes well ...

although, i dun really like the 6 days work,

i actually dun really like the job prospective.

but for the rice and myself, had to do this.

If not i will be wasting months looking for job like last time

whereby i sent out tens of resumes to many company and

i cant get any job with just a post grad dip.

Met up with the slacker at my frenz grandma wake.

stay around talking about many things,

1 topic we start to talk about is job,

Let me think of many stuff,

the topic was well discuss just now, and i learn alot of stuff as well.

this had me thinking...

i am going to ORD already, and i am already 24, not 21 ..

no time to waste anymore, lets look into brighter career.

Having a Diploma in Multimedia & Infocomm technology

specialize in IT Service Management.

honestly speaking, is not as good as it seems .

everywhere you go, degree is what people are looking for ..

if not for degree, then will be experience ...2 years of experience min.

i do not any of the above, my grade is not good to go to any of the local University.

i do not have the money to get myself into a Private University, which is SIM.

what can i do ...?

And the Samsung job is half as interest as i have for my previous job.

however the question is ...

Where can i go ?

Which career path i should take?

like what willy say, currently my thinking is unstable.

honestly i have alot of part-time job experience but i wan to settle down.

i need to start up small as recruit and hopefully climb up higher and higher...

more or less and hopefully, carry on with my IT line with regards to my Dip.

However...

i dunno which path to take...

i been thinking whole day,

what should i do, am i capable for other job.

so many things, so many factor , yet so little time...

i am so lost now ...

so lost ...

hopefully i can find my answer soon enough, and start to climb my ladder.

Days upon 24th

i am not good at opening when come to blogging..

lets just start this ...

Recently, i've been looking back at my old blog post during my poly days.

i notice i have been blogging almost every other days last time...

its been sometime, and maybe i want to start this habit again =).

2011 March

This year especially this month.

has been both present and unpresent to me.

first thing first,

My birthday falls on 1st march..

And i cant show my gratitude to all my friends who have celebrate with me.

This year birthday is was a blast, super awesome birthday celebration.

i am not a fan of big celebration. however, i have friends leave foot step in my 24th birthday.

firstly i want to thank my slacker group for the awesome guitar as a present for me.

surprise me at my doorstep with guitar which i was totally fool by them that is his new guitar.

the guitar which i was eyeing on past weeks, and it indeed land on my hand.

LOVEbrother.

Secondly, i want to thank my sister who bought me a Frey perry Wallet for my birthday .

omg, Frey perry, certainly not cheap. LOVE Sister

i want to thank my Army clique for celebrating my birthday celebration at timbre.

i always like timbre for its ambients and the atmosphere.

open Bar cafe with live band, Love it.

treat them for the timbre, but they insist on paying me.

they got me NewUrbanMale voucher for my birthday, Awesome .

now i can get my Hava or Singlet for there. LOVEthem

My dad,

My dad usual dun buy present for my birthday,

however, i am Totally surprise, as he did get me a present this year.

its like once in a blue moon.

i remember the last time my dad gave me on my sec 3 present.

a Nokia 7250. super awesome colour Camera handphone which cost a bomb that time.

This time round, He gave me a White iPhone4.

White ..yes white ...

YES .. is fake iPhone from China.

However, This phone show how much love in it.

u and i both know.. looking for a present is difficult.

He went all this trouble to find a present after his work and everything.

just LOVEdad.

O Btw ... i have passed my Class3 Driving license after my birthday ...yea !!

using my mom birthday hong bao and my CNY hong bao bcos i am quite broke already.

but this is the greatest present i have for my birthday .

of cos not as great as

ORD !!

i am going to ORD on 11o311..

that will be the greatest present ..

After My birthday, i met willy on the way home from driving lesson.

was introduce a job by him, Selling Samsung mobile.

pay wise wasn't what i eyeing for ... however..

due to i have sale experience and Galaxy S2 is coming out..

i believe , this might work out for me.

with my diploma + working experience.

i believe i can ask for higher pay.

hope they can give me a higher pay.

HOWEVER i still have 1 issue circulating in my mind.

this job doent relate to my Dip and my IT knowledge..

and i am really lost and not sure where to head to ...

although this is a 6 mths contract, however ...

i looking at further career. this doent let me learn more IT experience.

and put enough knowledge to be use, i wan something i can get out of with exp,

and rise up to better job scope, better job position, and of cos better pay.

should i accept this job, or just move on to Find other job for better experience.

this issue indeed had me consider many future career factor.

i am lost, but i think i will work for this job first, now i need income...

and maybe soon... i will proceed on my study..

going ord already.

its time to take my stand,

and move on.

Simple plan - Welcome to my life.

Do you ever like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong,

and no one understands you.

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud,

and no one hears you screaming.

No you don't know what its like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what its like to be like me...

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down, when no one's there to save you

No you don't know what its like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of being so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more,

before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,

While deep inside your bleeding



No one ever lies straight to your face

And no one ever stabs you in the back

You might think I'm happy

But I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like what it's like..

Welcome to my life..

Nil.

Been thinking some stuff lately ...


Maybe its time to go back, where i should just shut off to the world ...


what should i do ?

CLAYMORE~~

i know i know ..
its been sometime since i last blog ..
but anyway no one will view de la ..
take so long to update .. lol

PLANTER NEW BIRD
Our Xin Jiao has come !!
cant wait for them to come back from course ..
is time to pass on the duty .. =)


FORKLIFT
Anyway, the advance party has gone to claymore
left us .. yea to the little people..
and a PAIN IN THE ASS for me been alone as forklift Group..
i did almost everything that relate to the forklift la ..
alot of paper work.. help to pump the diesel ..
bla bla .. moreover i not yet forklift trained ..
Bcos the course i suppose to be taking
is cancel, cos some fucker take us away from the slot...
and without telling us .. last min then we know is cancel.
now i need to sent the forklift for maintenance...
i cant possible drive since i not trained..
Lucky i have 1 person from cec to help me ..
Thank him so much man ...

anyway..the main topic..

CLAYMORE

Next week i going to Claymore liao ..
this week is totally a very hectic week for us ..
especially when come to packing our bags.
we only have 2 bags, full pack including field bag..
plus all the other things like toiletries, uniform, LBV etc ...
HOW TO SQUEEZE IN !! ??
i will say is impossible la .. sometime i dunno wat to say but
this system is damn dumb la ...
cant we separate our field bag and duffer bag ..
field pack is really eating the space in my duffer bag ..
give me really a bad headache lor ..

then alot of stuff came in between like guard duty ..
our stuff very hard to pack .. due to the duty ..

we r in the state of confusion as no one tell us wat to do much ..
is all DIY ... good luck man ...

heard claymore is fucking hot there ..
the camp is very big, very inaccessible
from the map tat sir show us..
soccer field is like so small la .. in the map ..
tok about parade in the sun .. and also fire drill ..GG !! ..

2 main exercise over there .. is very siong for us man ..
sianess ..
to be in alpha group always kana all this shit
but hey ... we all in alpha , we all will suffer together ..
now we alpha people r quite close ..due to all shit stuff ..
cos 'some' people we dun really like is at claymore .. woo ..
KABOOM !!! .. LOL ...

will be flying off at 31aug .. back at 17sept ..
Hope all the best over there for us ..
good luck and Bon voyage for us ...
SEE YAY !!


FRENZ
Thurs met up with poly FYP clique ..
celebrate Billy 24th birthday..YEA older then me =P!!
anyway.. is very nice to meet up my good old FYP clique
damn fun to hang around , sadly is like awhile only ..
cos too late liao, everyone got to go home after timbre.
ah yang left half way, cos he not feeling well..
overall is very good to see them again ..
hope we can have a KTV Meet up..=)







today, went to meet up my Tennis clique..
played abit, the string break liao ..
damn chui la .. cos the racket too long nv touch..
then string will harden ..
sianess, must go change string liao..
today was on form .. nice rally with them..
damn fun to play with them ..





anyway take care everyone ..
cheers .. =)

New=)

Somewat new blogskin i did ..
i like it , simple and nice ..sweet !!
i call this plain...
=)

anyway recently in army have been a busy up and down for me..
firstly, we won the inter company basketball competition.
very very happy =)
now i am inside 35SCE basketball team going for inter unit competition.
hope we can win and proceed to inter formation.

next week is a high key for us.
will be a very tired week..
basketball training..
deployment training..
route march..

recently some changes in the company.
makes the whole company morale very low..
now we unsure whether tue and thurs got night out.
anytime they feel like, jus cancel nights out.
even friday and sat, dunno wat time bookout so on so for..
dun dare to make promises to frenz and plan outing.
i thought every tues and thurs we can go nights out, have a good leisure or rest
before going back for more work.
very disappointed..
Claymore coming soon.. hope everything is ok ..
going for forklift course as well..


i dunno wat happen to the clique but
hey Cheer up ... stay happy !! =)

Yoz ~>

i know blog is like going to get rusty but err..
nth much to blog about thought cos NS .. everyday is like this lor ...=/

Anyway, alot of training in camp, Exercise, outfield, duty, etc ...
and i develop quite a bad rash.. MO jus give me a cream and didnt went well..
i went outside doc, and at least he give me a antibiotic .. and it stop the rash ..
doc say is my uniform got bug from outfield or some bug la
. . i was thinking of my LBV though...
until now , i can see i think i healing liao .. hope it get better...



Cohesion
recently went out with platoon mate for platoon cohesion,
went to eat swensen for lunch and a ass kicking movie after tat ..
Swensen was awesome ..!! food was great .. value for money
thought not we pay .. but we willing to folk out some cash to reduce the cost for commander.
after tat , we get to watch IP man2 for movie ...
4.5 stars .. awesome !! but IP man1 was better ... =/

Company cohesion was fantastic ..
we went Dragonboating,
its the first time i dragonboating and was kind of fun
thought is tiring, but we kind of enjoy the fun of wetting our enemy ...so do they to us .. =( lol
after dragonboat, BBQ for lunch ..
unlimited food was intended for BBQ , but not alot of people was having the BBQ,
either they ate, tired, lazy, or jus dun wan to cook ... lol
but overall was a fun cohesion.. and a nice short week , long weekend
which eventually become short after saturday .. =/

Gathering
After planning for long long time,
we at last have the chance to meet ..
having to meet my FYP peeps..
everyone change so much man ..
ladies getting more and more pretty..
guys become more and more handsome ..
lol ..
anyway , we went to have our dinner and ION some Jap restaurant .
restaurant wasnt much of a personal order but for sharing de ..
food was nice , but potion was little ..
after tat , we went to BigO for desert ..
we talk about Sch, army life, uni life, job ..
really very stress outside working world .
moreover those who intent to study UNI and work .. good luck !!







short and fun week ...
my best frenz just get his Class3 license..
Congratulation !!! ...

anyway .. i start to get tired and writer block.
O by the way, slowly i trying to plan gathering ..
so hope to see old frenz too ..
SEE YAY ...!!


Yx~Peter
Peace.want.love=)

untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!! ..
hope u all earn ur money ah *cough* ... =)


Anyway, this month wasnt a good month for me ..
like having to draw lot both time , one for parade and for chinese new year duty.
and so lucky i got both and chinese new year day 1 is my duty ..
although they gave us 2 days off , but i still think y am i so unlucky ...
After all this thing...
accident happen ...
my finger was fracture by the GS table..
doc describe as fracture, but actually is jus a crack..
i was given 3mths excuse upper limb.. but doc say take 6 mths to recover completely.
i am upset by this because alot of activites was so called unable to do ..
like Basketball, Rock climbing and guitar ...
this is my daily activities except for climbing ...
i cant even take ippt now cos of my status ..
there goes my rank and my extra pay ...


another thing is
i kept having people say tat i am gay,
fucking hell NO ...
when anyone say that, i am so fucking piss off ..
i knew i got alot of guy frenz because of my sports background and my army ..
but please , tat doesnt mean i am gay la ...

i am very tired liao ...
even my friends i knew for years
is not even concern about me ...
but my current clique is more closer to me now ..
they r more concern about me and also know how i feel ...
i dunno wat to say to my old clique ..
maybe i am wrong about them la ..
maybe someday i might blog about tat soon..


sorry , but jus a temp emoness ...


very tired ..

2009 ~ 2010

Happy New Year All ...!!!
Its a brand new year ..2010 ..

2009 now become memory ..
good memory will be in our heart and mind.
bad memory will just let it be a experience and forgive and forget.

2010..
where everything start afresh .. =D


2009
Jan
Where my life changes and where we grow and understand more .
start of 2009, where i am still working at DELL Funan Direct Store.
waiting for my NS letter after all the massive, irritating and painful checkup.
and sure enough, it came after very long wait. i was quite ready and was quite
Endu about going to NS to train my fitness and learn different combat skill.
i told my boss about my letter and was to quit my job during near end of jan.
of cos i was the most efficient employee, so they are quite sad that i will be leaving.
haha, nah, i was jus joking about the efficient employee, but they are quite sad
i will be leaving the company.

Dell
this is the first full time job i have work, and i have learn alot of stuff about
Customer, product, sales, the company system ... etc ..and more computer stuff..
it's my most fruitful moment working there with regards to stress and working environment.
my boss and supervisor was very good to me, very patient and taught me alot of stuff.
my senior cum colleague was very helpful to teach me how to get close to customer,
how to sell, and how to handle customer.
working has always been stress no matter wat kind of job u work.
i have work in many kind of job since Sec 4, especially in the F&B line. however.
alot of knowledge must know in the IT line, that's where my diploma comes in help.
alot of experience will need to gain in handling difficult customer.
after 5-6 mths of working in DELL, i have definitely learn and experience it.
when i am working, pay is not the matter in my mind,
its the knowledge, learning environment and experience which is most important.
there is no internal conflict like some jobs and companys,
nth more i can say then i have very very good colleague. =)
i am truly thankful to them in giving me a fantastic experience at DELL.



March
1march~Birthday.
i am very happy cos of those brotherz who spend the day with me for my birthday .
my sister also brought me a bag... which kind of expensive to her =( , (she is like 15. )
i was surprise with the sms and facebook greeting i get as well... Thank everyone.
i thought that this year will be a quiet birthday for me, as i am not "loud".
at the start, i thought no one will remember my birthday, except for my regular brothers.
i really nv expect facebook greeting neither does my handphone will have sign of birthday sms.
when the greeting come in, especially from frenz tat long time meet nv meet.
i was so touch and thankful for been my frenz .
alex visit me for both reason, birthday wishes and also farewell as i was going to NS
boon treat me to dinner at ajisan,
ben and yy treat me to prawning.
chris, benny, and tuan did a last min celebration when i went to visit them at swensen
even through is a free small ice cream, but all in all, i was touch.
i was greatly touch by everyone , and appreciate every single thing you all have spend with me.
i really happy and thankful to all my frenz who walk into my life.

NS(due to restriction in content, this might be a short one)
12 march 09
where boy become man.
yes, NS .
that is the day i see Tekong BMTC SCH2
siting in the ferry terminal looking back, and say,
thats it, i am here in NS .

i was guilded by the staff there to place where i surrender my IC for 2 years.
in exchange for 11B, there goes my pink card, to become a green one.
after that, we were give our bags full of army stuff and was guilded and brought to our
company building.
my parent came around and see me off , and there goes my 2weeks in camp training. wont be going home during this time.
everyone was like at a state of loneliness cos no one know each other.
slowly, we start to engage to conversion and some of us at the first day, met some frenz already.
we were guilded to our bunk , unpack our stuff. soon after we try to get to know our own bunk mate.
slowly, we get to know which other better.
finally i know that was posted to
leopard company.
a very good company and i learn alot of stuff inside..
we learn everything and suffer everything as a whole platoon.
the more we suffer together the more we r bonded.
each of every individual of us put our effort to do wat we can.
no matter is wayang, training, kenging, or watever is the reason.
we are always together as a platoon and also as a company.
and train to the last bit of breath to the final training for POP.
its a moment where we all will separate from BMTC to our individual unit.
its the most painful but still need to go through to suffer for separating from my buddy, and my platoon. =(
but there always good memory=).


June
22 June 2009
After POP, i was posted to 35SCE.
From there , i was also posted to alpha.
remember the first day i pulling my bag and field bag full of stuff,
saw some of my leopard platoon mate, but we got separated to different platoon,
except for one of my platoon mate which stay with me in the same platoon, lucky!.
anyway, is like first day entering bmt where u dunno everyone and blur blur de.
so we will guilded to our company and after that to our bunk.
same as bmt, we try to get to know which other.
soon after after only less then 2 weeks of suffering.
the whole platoon very bonded, met alot new and good frenz there.
soon after we had to separate again, bcos some of us will be staying at the same company.
some will posted to support coy and boat coy.
bcos we r so close, we dun wan to separate with each other.
but the fact is life go on, i was posted to support.
and really feel sad that leaving the company bcos of my frenz inside.
some of us even cry, that is how close then.
thought i nv cry, but still feel emo. lol
thereafter, was posted to been planter.
in there, met more new and good frenz.
went for courses and gain new skill in planter.
overall, it was a good experienced been planter and also in alpha.
been together with ur frenz that support each other is always the best.
=)

thats about my life of 2009.
big event with bigger experience learned.

2010
Hope that this year will be a good year ..!!
though i know alot of hard and tough time will be coming this year .
especially army, but we will get there.
i believe everyone have their up and down.
no different from this year, but hey, we are 1 year older.
u do the thinking, up and down is part and puzzle of life.
no matter is relationship, friendship, job, army or anything.
if there is a will there is a way . GOOD LUCK to 2010
let it be a better year, no matter wat ..
see each day with a smile =).
it will change ur good day to a better day.
all the best to all ur career, relationship, friendship and hardship.
Peace.want.love=)
Yx~Peter

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

Merry Christmas to ALL !!!...


=) Temp change my blogskin to Xmas theme since its the time of year .

Went to Timber with my Platoon mate ..
i seriously love timber liao .. its like one of the most relax and enjoyable bar i have went.
the live band was fantastic !! ..
especially the vocalist, she is a cutey and also a voice was very good.
enjoy My cocktail, which i order Choco choco .. which best suit my taste of both chocolate and alcohol...
around 2355, we r given Poper to celebrate the Christmas nite while the
band do the countdown.....
cheerful moment and quite happy at the end of the day at timber ..
i will confirm be going to timber again if there is any chance...

After that, went to find my fellow brothers,
relax and chill with shi sha ...if thats how to spell it =_=
have a nice chat and some moment of peace ...
it's time for some action gaming..
drive and went to play LAN ... Left4Dead2
this time we manage to complete 2 stage !!
thought i play l4D2 the second time and dunno the route .
it was all fun and tiring at the same time since i woke up in the morning at 5am
for some SOC which is cancel due to CAT1..quite lucky ..

anyway its new year soon ... so hey .. enjoy this year fruitfully ..
Merry Christmas and a happy new year !!!


peace.want.love=)

Hey Yoz...

it been long since i last update my blog,
and ya i know rusty liao .. >_<

PLANTER
Anyway, My plant course is over , so i officially become Planter !!
do with Excavator , dozer and shovel ,
and i will say , is fun to learn this machinery...=)

after which, went back to seletar camp,
pass my IPPT sliver..
and almost Gold again, like 28 sec more to gold ?? ...
the rest like 12 pull up, 42 sit up, 9.2sec shuttle run, 250cm SBJ.
all Gold point but a waste because i get 10.08 for 2.4km run...
by the way, u need 9.33min to get gold ...
i will try my best to achieve that ...
SOC is also a stupid way to fail...
actually i can pass without problem for the 10mins...
but during the run, i was disturbing my Sgt, during the run...
i still can shout and disturb, but i didnt notice my watch time ...
when i reach the finish line , then i know i was late..
and my timing is 10.02 ...
well the passing time is 9.59...
if i were to check my watch time, and last burst of energy to splint down the finishing line..
i pass liao ...
Now i got to take SOC again...
and if i fail ... i need to attend UFP which is quite siong ... =(

Driving Course
after which some of us need to go on course again
this time round is Driving course...
The Driving course was hard bcos i got a fuck up instructor ..
Giving me alot of pressure and unable to drive in peace...
Haix..
but i pass my Land Rover Class3 already...
now left with 3 Tonne ...
TP and coming up, and i have not pass my assessment..
kind of disappointed in myself ... of failing the assessment stupidly ...
i will tell myself to work harder, get to do my best ... hope everything goes well...

Peace=).want.love

Some Mini update ...

YoZ everyone ...

now that i am in army, so errr..
i cant update much ...like if there is any viewer here now..
lol .. cos too long nv update, so viewer most likely forgot my blog liao ...


nvm, i change my blogskin back to sunshine
cos i like this blogskin tat created myself ..
which i wan to give people a feeling when they see my blog...
feel relax , happy and feel like on the beach ... =)

Btw
Army

In Seletar camp or likewise in Alpha coy..
i know alot of new frenz ... especially my platoon...
after 2 weeks of endurance and hardship..
we r actually very close together as a platoon...
is like very close la ...
Until when ....

some of us need to post out of Alpha to other coy..
and i was 1 of them ..
i got posted to Support Coy, Planter ...
Well, all Sgt and my fellow platoon mate didnt expect me to post to Support..
since i was 1 of the fit zai de ... =X jking la ..
anyway, i was really upset and no mood after the posting result was told...
But still got to accept the fact ...
so i was force to break with alpha.
but some of them also came to support coy as posting...
tats a lucky part ...
well there goes Chip & Dale* ... lol
well Dale was my buddy in my bunk..
we both look about the same physically ..
tats y sgt say we both look like Chip & Dale.
only he is 161 while i am 162... =)
Dun kill me dale ... =X
I MISS Alpha platoon2 mate !!..


Planter
now i am in Planter course..
working on excavator, shover and dozer ...
still learning , but tough i will say ...
but i will do my best as well ...


hey i got to go bookin liao ...
See yay and take care everyone


Peace=).Want.Love

hey

YoZ...

i jus notice my blog is abit dusty and rust everywhere ..
haha , came in to do some maintance...and of cos
update abit la....
since like before i go army until now i didnt even post .
hahaha .. ok time for a update.


anyway, i was in BMTC if u do not know,
for 2 mths liao
POP loh !!!!
for those who have not go into army ... good luck !!
haha

Leopard
i was in leopard company inside BMTC.
*By the way, if u dunno about NS, leopard company is really like a company outside with their own management team so on*
heard from my frenz from other company about their training.
i felt that leopard is very good liao ...
not alot of tekan .
our sergent was very good and well treated us...
nowadays , i can see welfare, and so call care for soldier.
at least for my company
Warrent Officer is the 1 that manage the whole company.
for leopard, they r efficient and welfare.
as for me who pass IPPT with sliver merit.
we have our benefit to book out eariler .
same for gold medalist.
That's for leopard.
GO LEOPARD !!

field camp
out in the forest with 6D5N.
all the activity we done in leopard company was better then other company liao
about the activity, i cant say much.
=/

pop
we have our route march
from 2 to 24KM route march during our course of training.
in a progressive way.
pop is the day we graduate from bmt.
on that day, we have our 24KM route march.
i can only say, it was damn tiring. =/

after POP
i am posted to 35 SCE
for now, i train only 1 wk.
so not sure about the the training in future.
haha

today i need to book in liao.
back to the tough training again.


will update soon, if i have the time.
hahaha... so far so good for me.
good luck everyone !!

o .. take care of ur health.
when now H1N1 is spreading like kaya on bread.


Peace=).want.love