it's been some time since i last blogged, ever since facebook and twitter become one of my place to post or twit about stuff that bothers me. o well, after facebook and twitter is well established, blogging is not so "in" thing anymore, however i still think blogging is still all good for keeping memories and also type out how you feel about stuff and whats going on.
Past few months, is a breezes and also some thunderstorm with me, life isn't all smooth sailing and it's been tough at this point of stage where not much people have gone through. After i end my contract 3 months back, untill now, i am jobless. but i am fine with it since i got some saving and all. but it's been some time and it's time to settle down. and well, i've been saying "it's time to settle down" for quite some time already but i keep taking time for granted, keep procrastinating and living in denial.
"Money is the root to all problems", i can totally relate to that, laterally. money is one thing i lack of now, not that i am poor, but i just couldn't effort to go to the university. few methods that can be done will be, loan from bank, or work a full time job with my Diploma, which i kind of forget most of my knowledge during national service. However, with loan come interests and with interests, you will forever tied down to money. Working earn income instead of paying out to study for degree, which is a current asset rather then debt from bank. however, nowadays in singapore, You have to have a degree to move on higher, which you can find most of the people on the street with degree certificate. Diploma doesn't help much when looking for a job,and also moving to higher position, unless you have strong resume to help you out.
looks like things aren't so smooth at this point of life, while i still hang on to the corner of the cliff hoping for some help. actually things can be better if i keep climbing looking for solution but i have been stuck for very long time. sometime i think of all this problem, i will tear out even during train ride home when listening to songs on my phone however i will be strong and find solution step by step. and hopefully i can climb up the cliff and shout " i did it".
