Echo of shouting in his world

YoZ .. i know i have not been posting, Yup and i notice the tagboard is kind of slience ... lol


Recently been busy with project(last min work, so kind of rush) so no time to post, recently just finish security policy, and firewall builder project jus finish...i was very disappointed with the result, i pull the grade of my team down, having to emo all day yesterday, so sorry guys, so sorry ...

now we still got 3 project to do, IT service development, with the php website,ITSM process and framework, and ICT infractructure management, i also have technoneurship to do the website ... it is very terious ... very tired... and most of the project is i take the initative(if it is how u spell it) to do, to start the project .... i am very tired, very tired ... cant anyone notice tat ? ... y cant anyone take over the project, i want to rest ... i regret not listening to class...

tired but cant be help, i got to continue and fight on... i believe we can fight this, right team... we can finish this.

right now, u may be in class, maybe at home searching the web for something with ur nice music on, maybe watching anime or some video ... or just look through ur good frenz blog wondering wat they have been doing this few days ... BUT After this, close ur eyes .... count to 10 slowly .... open ur eyes, during this 10 sec is the time u take enough time to relieve stress and relax, but let's look forward ...
we got things to do, work , exams, homework, studys, training ...
i or WE got project to do .... Come one ... 3 weeks ... 3 weeks .... lets go man ...

sorry for the long post , and if i offence anyone in the post ... sorry, jus wan to write something to relieve my stress ...


Echo of shouting in his world, so dark, so painful,
laughter of joy outside his world, so bright, so peaceful.
the boy inside want to reach outside world, feel the peace, feel the joy,
but the world seems so near yet so far.
so far ...